No New Schedule

So my new plan did not work. I am not a morning workout person is what I found out this past week. I did enjoy waking up earlier. I was fully awake when I started work and I didn't feel lost in the morning like I do sometimes. And with my daily number reminders I have also stopped those as I started to find the reminder annoying and not actually helping me to complete my numbers everyday. I still get my nunmbers done for the day without the reminders now. Which brings me to my new strategy. I recently read a book on habit production and I found it to be quite relatable to how I get things done when I need to remember or get myself to do something. Essentially I will verbaly say "afte__ I will do ___" this activates more areas of the brain and gives us a better chance of actually followinf through with our actions. Repeating this can help us build good habits. And you will eventually just do the habbit without the verbale reminder/que. I am going to try this now as I still want the habbit of doing my numbers. I want to do them in a more effecient manner now instead of waiting to do them when my reminders did before.  

Numbers

P/U: 36720

S/U: 33800

Forms: 615/644

Sparring: 156

AoK: 579

Mileage: 886.0km

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  1. Malinda FerrisNovember 3, 2025 at 8:55 AM

    Wait. I'm confused. So why didn't your early morning plan work? You immediately follow with saying how "{you} did enjoy waking up earlier. I was fully awake when I started work and I didn't feel lost in the morning like I do sometimes." So what didn't work for you exactly? I'm not saying you're wrong. I'm just curious because your other comment sort of said it DID work. Lol.

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    1. Owen RawJanuary 3, 2026 at 7:21 PM

      I can wake up early but not 4:00am early. I wake up at 5:30am with enough sleep and energy to where I feel good but don’t have enough time in the morning so I have decided to do that after work

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  2. KhonaNovember 3, 2025 at 12:43 PM

    What she said ^^

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