Can’t Hurt Me

 So for the past two weeks I’ve been having reminders set throughout the day. These reminders are to steer me back on track during the day, if I start going off track by being distracted or not feeling motivated, the reminder goes off at it’s time and for me it’s a simple mental check in. Am I in the right headspace? And I feeling like I have accomplished my goals for the day? When that reminder comes up I do the task right than and there to the best of my ability, if I can’t do it right away I’m still brought back on tack with this reminder telling me, “hey you need to do this to succeed”. And it works for me, it brings me back where I need to be to accomplish my goals day by day. And for now I’m feeling better, and stable in my mind. I’m not stressed as much when it comes to my numbers as this keeps me on track. As time goes on however, I’ll be checking on my self and the process to make sure I, and my process is still helping my train smarter.  Numbers  P/U: 19004 S/U:...

 One of my largest struggles this year has been my blogging. It’s not that I forget to blog, it’s just that I don’t do it. I want to blog, but my mind says “don’t do it”. Compared to knowing me in person I’m a pretty open person to talk to. However, once I need to put a blog out, I shelter away.  This is mainly because I’m nervous about my blogs. Are they good, are they going to benefit other members of the team, could this offend my team members. I’ve even had the extreme thought of “what if they judge me for what I put in my blog”. I didn’t have this (I don’t want to call it fear), anxiety about my blogging last year. Maybe it’s because it’s my second attempt at the grading and now I’m more anxious about putting out good blogs. But now that is hurting my progress because I have missed my blogging minimums.  I believe I just need to say “send it” and just put out the blogs that I want to put out. And not try to make blogs that will direct me away from what I actually wan...